I have been busy. Really busy doing everything but the things I should maybe have been doing here. So I am now making a confession and a plea.
Confession: I wear women’s underwear.
Okay, so that wasn’t the real confession.
Real Confession: I started this CSB gig so we could all share our work with people of like-mind and feel like we were part of something bigger in a community that is supportive and gradually gained influence and attention over the course of due time.
I feel as though somewhere along the line my vision became lost by my impossible schedule. I want that vision back, but as of last week I was so disgusted with the attitudes of people and the way things were going that I made the announcement to a few people “Fuck it, I’m just going to close the CSB.”
This is not really the answer, I don’t think. I will be closing down as of Friday evening for a few days–weeks–not sure yet as I restructure and figure out what to do with all of this. Before that happens, two things.
#1. Thank you all for committing to this and for all of the support you have shown. Seeing your work has been incredible and I hope that when the CSB returns with some changes that you are all still happy to share your talent here.
#2. I want your opinions. What can we do to make this a better place? What can we do to make this more fun. I may not use every idea I get, but I would definitely like to hear from you all and see what you think/feel would be best for our future. Most of all, an answer to the greater question. In your opinion, do we continue this blog?
Love you all and again, I thank you.